Friday, January 30, 2009

Random ramblings to start things off...

So I got bored and started to reminisce about my trip to Japan last year, it was a glorious period in my life all except for the intensively ridiculous classes that I was taking. I was recently reminded of things there in a dream that I had which involved two guys who I used to talk to about absolute nonsense but hey it took my mind off of things that I didn't want to think about...anyways I tend to ramble alot but hey who doesn't? Anyways the dream was about my dorm and since it was an all girls dorm I was kinda weirded out by the fact that these two guys were now living there (mind you this is my dream here). I apparently snuck into their room because I needed a place to crash for the night cause I didn't want to go home. J told me that there was an empty room on the lower floor but I had to be careful not to be seen because there were new people running the place now. Before J and R could even finsh telling me this, an old lady and her daughter appeared in the doorway and began asking me who I was... (skip to another scene...you know how dreams jump around) I was now being escorted out of the dorm because I needed permission to stay there, but on the way out I noticed the nametag board (this thing on the wall that had everyone's names that stayed in the dorm which you had to flip when you left the building and returned) had otousan's and okaasan's name written on a tag but they apparently weren't running the place anymore they had hired the old and her daughter to take over for them. Strangely enough I felt a little disappointed because I think that I wished that I had seen them again even though in reality I didn't care for them that much...I also noticed that there was this spacious living room area that wasn't there before (it even had a freaking fireplace I was so amazed that they could afford that in this particular dorm cause it was such a tiny place) but anyways I am outside the building now and there is this huge truck filled with black garbage bags. I was curious and looked inside one only to find my old comforter and some of my other stuff that I used when I stayed at the dorm...I got really upset and grabbed the bag shouting at the old women for having stolen my stuff and then for trying to give it away when I still wanted it. I searched through the rest of bags but none of my other things were there and then the daughter ups and says that they already sent another truckload ahead to either be donated or destroyed and my things were probably in there...I think that I almost had a cow at that point because somebody was seriously in danger of getting hurt but then my dream ended...abrupt huh? well that's been happening to me a lot lately when you have irregular sleeping patterns...

So I personally don't believe that this dream had any significance but then again who knows but it just made me wish to be back in Japan again!!

I think that I associate with Japan more so than any other place that I've been to because it is an island and I am from an island...poor correlation but when that's about the only connection you have to something you'll take what you can get.

Well enough rambling for now I will probably reminisce some more about my school days there the next time or since I am so fickle I may just talk about my craving food or asian dramas that I've watched cause I am hooked on them...